Ah

Ah well.

kaivalila

to reach this beyond
and feel its sadness
effortlessly kind
and endlessly waiting

for a rawness of self
that's as humanly honest
as the sadness is vast
and willing to question

is a moment no wish
can bring this is not
uncaring coldness in
ice bound heart this

has shoulders heaving
as hands hold face
to the knowledge
there must be free will
and the notion to live
as if there is love