were waiting

there was a separate scale
of knowing there we don't
speak of it so much as see
amidst its not believing

the questions never end
as you the scale playing
as if feeling empathies
which may not be answered

I never wanted to go alone
and there finding I didn't
became known by the wait
outstripping its impatience

my hand on her door becomes
her ardent curiosity
and then mine avid also
as we shyly kindly reach

into our nature improbably
seen not believed we are
faithful that what will be
us touches what is us now

if once i

know myself a moment
that's absent of hope
or frustration and sense
the world without magic
protecting my redoubt
and in that moment stop
creating it and love
it for what it isn't,
then surely you'll walk
in a light of innocence

(outstretched)

here we have met and married briefly until we left us fearing what we weren't seeming to be split our hearts in five		here we feel like we perhaps shaped our love somehow felt far more aware of each other than distance or time allows us to maybe
	here we love remembering why we always felt we could, enlaced fifty fingers, twenty which never let go and always wouldn't have
here we decide to playfully part to see if we can by no known means, but eternity to search, find each other again		here we were looking at possibility considering probability parsing conditionality dreaming uncreation deciding to abide